't know us. and then thinking, we're from a small house in gary, indiana, with humble beginnings. so we were not privy to crooks and people who had hidden agendas. >> were any of the family attend the trial? >> oh, yes. >> will you be there? >> absolutely. >> every day? >> i'm going to try to be there as much as i can, yes. >> how do you think you'll feel when you see conrad murray standing there? >> i don't feel good about him before i knew him so i'll feel the same way. but what i want for this whole thing is for michael's death not to be a question of murder. too many people loved him. do you know, michael, he was -- he touched the hearts of many people around the world. that's important. that's why the world cried when he passed because they understood him. >> let's take a break, jermaine, and then come back and go back to those early days in indiana. go back to the young michael and the dreams that he had and you all had as a family. >> sure. >> aeg, producers of michael jackson's tour declined to comment and they ignored michael jacks jackson's frail health or pushed him too hard.